A response...

Since I haven't been doing anything sexy lately, I haven't been checking my email.  Well, technically, it's our email.  It's the email that we have had for our feisty life.  It used to be so fun for us to check it throughout the day.

I would report to him, he would contact me.  It was one of the many ways that we stayed so connected.  I loved it.

Yeah, so I haven't been looking at it lately.  Okay...here and there, I have.  Clearly, however, he has no interest.  No interest in our email.  No interest in sex.  No interest in me...other than in a purely companionable way. 

*sigh*

I think I've taken it rather well.  Still, I miss the closeness.  I miss having him in me.  I miss having him fondle and play with me.  I miss fondling and playing with him. 

He still holds me nightly.  We still spoon.  He even frequently cups my boobs as we fall asleep.  It's good.  It's nice.  It's enough...for now.

Only...it's not. 

We had a response...to a chick we contacted a month ago...on Rudester.  She would love a threesome.  She would love to give me a nice girl on girl experience.  And she loved my nipples. 

So now I have to wonder how I broach this subject, how I bring up the longing and the need.  I wonder if I can convince him to participate...or watch...or watch while I participate.  I need me some serious sex.  And we're just this side of the weekend.   Or as I like to think of it...three official weeks of drought.

Somehow...I will bring it up.  Just not right now so much.

It's raining women

Seriously. 

I placed the ad after talking about it, but not exactly with his help one day at work on a whim.  I was feeling ookie about the entire swap and I needed some happy.  He said he wanted me to experience a woman and that he would sit out, so, that’s pretty much what I advertised for on Craigslist.

And within the first hour, I had four responses; within the next twenty-four hours, I had double that.  Still, the responses trickle in.

 

Some of them were really promising.  Admittedly it bothered me a bit to hear him say that any one in particular stood out.  And it surprised me to discover that I was actually a bit excited at the prospects.  See, I remember the look on his face at the beginning of the swap, during the game.  I remember how excited he was to see me with a woman at all.  And I want to see that look again.

So, I may have plans with one chick at noon on Saturday.  We’ll see.  There’s one that I’d really like to meet up with that hasn’t responded to my latest email where we were trying to set a time.  And a woman that we contacted a long time ago from Rudester just emailed that she wants to play.

So, yeah.  It’s raining women.

Oh, and it’s raining couples, too. 

We placed an ad on the Nexxus board last Sunday…before all hell broke loose.  And the perfect couple responded.  They are looking for a little girl on girl action, no swap, same room sex.  Sweet!  I can so work with that. 

But my man has his concerns.

 

He worries that having another man around will be a problem.  Right.  I think the problem was his interaction with the woman.  And yet I seem to have convinced him that this could be the perfect couple to play with.  We’ll talk to them soon to make plans.

I need a happy weekend.  The last two have really brought me down.  Between the threatened break up and the bad swap, I need a lot of happy memories to wipe out all the badness.  

Wish me well.  And wish me lots of amazing sex, including my first girl on girl experience.

 

Welcome to Rudester

We had some fifty pictures to choose from as we made our first profile.  We picked Rudester.  It's the Facebook for people looking for sex.  And the profiles were free.

Free is. good. There are enough other places for our money to be spent.  We have adult movies to buy and sex toys and games to purchase.  We don't need to waste money finding someone to have a threesome with.

So we created a profile.  We put pictures of both of us on there.  We made two albums, one public and one private.  (One to wet your appetite, one to keep you coming back for more.)

And then we did an advanced search.  We were looking for a woman who was interested in a threesome, some nice bi-sexual female.  How hard could it be?

Well, so far, we have had single men from all over the world wanting to friend us.  Are they not reading what we are looking for, or are they simply distracted by the lovely profile picture of my boobs?  I'm guessing it is the latter.

Those friend requests we have ignored.  There have been others.  We have friended some nice COUPLES from all over the world.  And we're hoping that one of the messages we have sent will pay off.

To quote my man: You wouldn't think it would be so difficult to find some horny bitch.

Luckily, we have some toys and games to play with while we wait.  What a lovely way to pass the time.